I loved you like a father…. you were there when I needed a strong male figure in my life…everyone trusted you…. i trusted you… when all was gone.. I went to you and you helped me through my shithole….. what the fuck possessed you to drink knowing you are a recovering alcoholic…. you’re just like everyone else. You should know better you let us down you left your students down…. but worst of all you let your own family down…. I can’t look at you the same anymore…. you’re supposed to watch me walk the stage and graduate… I wanted you.. my favorite teacher/father model to call my name and say here’s your diploma. I’m so proud of you….. but no.. it wont be you… you were supposed to let me visit you in Hawaii. Come to my wedding. You acted like the father I always wanted but never got….. I feel nothing towards you but hate, resentment, disgust… and most of all confused…. you hurt alot more people than you thought.. especially your nigger.